Insomnia Awakening

Without music, I would be dead. -- Me

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So let me tell you about the shittiest parent on the motherfucking planet.

I work at a grocery store and this man comes in with his 11 year old son. He buys a pack a cigarettes and a two cases of beer. The son was holding a two dollar drawing pad and placed it on the belt and I guess the dad didn’t notice it at first but when I was about to scan the pad he asked where’d it have come from and turned towards the kid and asked “Did you put that shit up there?”. He told me to put it back and then told his 11 year old child that he “ain’t paying for that gay ass notebook.”.  So I looked at the kid, who was close to tears and saying how he ran out of paper at home and my heart broke. So I gave the pad to him, for free, and told the dad I would take care of it. I gave the kid some tokens for a game outside and said I would look forward to buying some of his drawings and paintings when he’s all famous. He kids face was so priceless and I thought everything was good. But then, about 10 ten minutes after giving the kid his notebook, I walked outside and saw this. The drawing pad all ripped up and tossed on the pavement. I could only imagine what happened in the parking lot, but I know that that poor kid heart is fucking ripped apart, just like this pad.

I’m fucking horrified that there are parents like this, who, just because it’s not masculine or gender specificthey won’t let their children follow their true passions or explore interests that lead to their happiness. Even more so, I’m horrified that parents don’t care about the fine arts anymore because it doesn’t have job security. Since when did it ever matter to a child if their passion makes them money or not? Parenting is about supporting whatever makes your child happy. Have some fucking consideration for your child’s wants not your homophobic and anti-art ideals. 

Everybody needs to see this

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One reason why I REFUSE to have children. I know I will NOT be like this, because I am an artist. But it fucking pains me knowing there people out there, that do NOT deserve children. I was on grade 11 english and all i wanted to do was write and be a journalist, i wrote an essay bout this and my teacher came back to me with a big fat F and to told me directly that i should never write again and that i will never be a writer. That still kills me to this day. It’s been ten fucking years and it still hurts me. I cant imagine what this child will grow up to be. Be Strong

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So Sad

Went to the 7-11 around the corner this evening, I saw a homeless woman dumpster diving for well ripped bananas, expired sandwiches and stale  bread. I was in tears. It was breaking my heart, I live in a small City and we have NO soup kitchen, out of all our churches, there is no soup kitchen. So, I went into the 7vy and got a large sub, fruit cup and a bottle of water. I paid walked out and gave her the bag. She was very grateful.

I cried as I walked my dogs home. I feel too well off now when I saw that, when I am in Lower-Middle class.

Pay It Forward.

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